Who Shot Ya?!?!

[00:00:00] Speaker A: Go out to la Comin from the city where no pity is. Shell. Shell. Somebody need to do a song for la. [00:00:06] Speaker B: Straight up. Hello, my name is Elaine and I'll be your tour guide through South Central Los Angeles. [00:00:18] Speaker A: Look, count my dough and smoke up. I'm from California. Where you from? So what? I'm from California, Cal. California. California. This is Los Angeles. [00:00:30] Speaker B: Well, where we are gathered here today, okay? This has to be talked about because I don't know why there are men who cannot communicate or be honest about what they're doing. [00:00:50] Speaker A: Gunshots they want [00:00:53] Speaker B: and what the goal is, because you always will have the opportunity to possibly have a woman that's with that. But if you are second guessing, if you are trying to manipulate a situation with someone that has been nothing but honest with you, understanding with you, and reasonable with you, you fucked up, okay? And it might not happen today where you realize you fucked up. It might be three months from now when you realize you fucked up. But overall, you look corny. I don't know why you don't feel corny, but you look corny, okay? When you try to put on like you're somebody that you're not to get away with something you don't deserve, you just look corny and you look like a cornball. So my best advice is that if you out here perpetrating like you on some shit that you can't keep up, stop. If you out here asking women to bring things that with your confidence, stop. If you don't feel enough by yourself, if you can't be honest about what the you are on, stop. And leave that shit alone. [00:02:24] Speaker A: Get some help, all right? [00:02:26] Speaker B: We don't need an abundance of damn. We need men who are who they say they are and come through like they said they will come through. With that being said, [00:02:46] Speaker A: let him have it. In Jesus name we say amen. You want to know why I with Paco, Shout out to Paco. Paco, if you listening, shout out to you, brother. You want to know why? Paco told me a long time ago, shortly after we got introduced to each other, he said, bailey, you know why I didn't with you? You know why I was hating on you? You know, I was like, I had some type of animosity towards you. I said, paco, why? He said, cause I didn't know you nigga. Said, I didn't know you know. And you didn't say nothing to me. You thought I had a problem with you and things of that nature. And I was like, nah, that's not it. We had a cool talk on the phone that day and he was like. I told him, I was like, paco, you seem like one of them cats, man. Where I could just come over to the crib. We outside on your steps and we just chilling, you know what I'm saying? Got a beverage, you know what I'm saying? And we just chilling, looking out into the street, looking out into the world, cracking jokes, having decomposition. That's the vibe that Paco gave off to me. And Paco was always, he was always great with Paco was. Paco was a certain type of crash out. Then he became a part of the crash out anonymous. And I've seen him go from crash out Paco to stand out the way Paco and rebuilding whatever he needs to do Paco. I would talk to him every so often. He would call me every so often, you know, random tags or something like that. Just check on them, you know. And that was it. You know, after. After the smoke free weekend debacle after that fall through. And again, it was going to be something magical. We all know we had killer names a part of that event. And it just, you know, Covid hit and it just, it messed a lot of things up. It stopped a lot of things. It was something new. But Paco was man enough to just say I had a flaw moment. I'm here to tell you about it. Let's get past this, let's move forward. I respect that, man. I respect. And I never wanted him to stop podcasting. He had great content, especially when he. He was part of the. The powerful duo with him and Penrose. I thought that was the met. The. The Reddit meth of podcasting for cool men, you know, but everybody goes a separate ways and everybody grow in different directions and etc. Etc. Etc. And. And some people leave the game. And that was cool. But kept in touch, kept in touch. And. And the. The thing I respect the most is that Paco showed his flaws up front and then he showed how he worked on it. And even he even said like, yo, I just, just disappear. I said stop fucking with certain people and just started working on myself. Just started, you know, just chilling myself. Gotta respect that, man. You see these memes and shit. Like, the nigga was really one of those memes. Like, I had to go ghost. I had to ghost a couple of people to get my shit together. Now I'm back and maybe those same people not gonna be around once I fix myself. Gotta respect that. So shout out to you. Paco just wanted to share that Type of love with a former podcaster, you know what I'm saying? Hey man, get back into the game from time to time. Drop a mixtape or something. Give us a little EP or something, you know, a little five episoders or something like that. I pride myself on building great relationships. I do. And whether those relationships is in my family or, you know, in the universe, coworkers, podcasters, you know, old co workers and things of that nature, new people, you know, neighbors, just, you know, just people, you know. I think in one of my episodes I mentioned one of the. One of the servers, one of the employees that worked on. On a cruise, that's from Jamaica. She was just super nice and dope and she would just talk to me every time she seen me and Marcy. She would come over there and just talk to us for. For a long. She would forget her job and just be talking to us like we just chilling in the living room. She was from Jamaica. She just, you know, if she. If that was a part of her job, she did it extremely well with us, you know what I'm saying? I pride myself on attaching myself to certain characters, you know what I'm saying? And I'm very picky. Just like my R and B music. I love R and B and there's just certain tracks I love more than others, you know. But I'm picky when it comes to it. I can look at a R B album, can drop by one of my favorites, and I will skip. I'm not skip, but I will skim through. If I don't have that much time, go through a whole album, then I'll turn it on, go play the video game and just let it ride till I find certain tracks. Because I know they not gonna be shooting 100%. But I need to know what tracks I'm gonna take off to add to my R B playlist. And that's how I feel about my relationships. At my age, in my 40s, I wanna surround myself by great people. Not just at what they do or what they can do, but just basically who they are, you know, like your character is a lot. And we're at the age where we can call you out on your character. Cause you too old for certain shit. And that's just a fact. And there's no disrespect, but everybody got character flaws. Are you a nigga that's working on them? Because I've come in contact with people who portray to live a life a certain way. You know how they bring up the whole green flag Red flag thing of majig, you know what I mean? Like, that's brought up a lot. The red flag is brought up the most because that's the flag that she's supposed to ignore or get away from, you know? And I can honestly tell you, men, we don't necessarily bypass the red flags when we're around other dudes because we're not looking for flags. I don't even think we call it red flags. It's just we know we want to kick it around certain niggas or not, you know, Sometimes we don't want certain niggas in a section with us. Sometimes we don't want to go hoop with these niggas. Sometimes we don't go to a party if these niggas is going to be there, because we just know we can predict the outcome sometimes. But there's been a few times where certain niggas has, you know, somehow been patient enough or didn't act in a certain way to stick around us. I remember there was a podcaster. Y' all might know him as a podcaster, but I knew him before he was a podcaster, and he was amongst the group. He was amongst the fellas, the lions, the day ones, you know what I'm saying? He would have been the latest one added to the group. Nonetheless, he was amongst the killers, you know, and he was around our families. He came to certain events with us, chilling with us, certain inside jokes, maybe not a lot, but certain ones. And he was around not to say that he was doing everything that we was doing because we were just saying he was invited and he was welcome, you know what I'm saying? When he was available, you know, and he wanted to be around us. He identified his group of friends as us at one point, right? And he was cool up until. Up until a chick came along that he wanted to be with so bad and almost allowed a chick who was upset at his friends for making jokes and was trying to destroy our marriages. Ours. When I say ours, I mean, I was included. By making up shit like she didn't even have any real information unless somebody was going back and telling her stuff. And here's the crazy part. I believe that there was some stuff that was told to her, but that was made up because some of the shit that was said was totally left field. And a lot of that shit that was said wasn't even pertaining to married guys. But yet. And still it almost jeopardized, or could have jeopardized a lot of families, all because he was head over Heels for this chick. And she wanted to take. She wanted to make an example or she was, I don't know, bitter about. About the group chat. I guess we no longer talk to that guy. You know, we haven't talked to that guy. I think shortly after. And we had a meeting too. We had a meeting. He was like, bro, we did it mafia style. Hey, bro, you gotta go. We not fucking with you no more. Now I remember walking away and he grabbed my arm and it was like a movie scene. They grabbed my arm and he said my name. And I was like. I just gave him that look like, man, like, you're not Charles. You're not the real. You're not Charles Barkley. So I looked at him. It was disappointing. And then. But here's the crazy part. This is how I operate. In the beginning, I might feel for you, like, damn, man, why this nigga had. You know, I'm like, I feel bad in the beginning, depending on what it was, but. But then the longer it go, like after that, after some time passed by for a while, I started getting more upset because I think it's because all the shit that we've accomplished as a family and things like that, just the near fact that this nigga was gonna try to destroy that by making up some lies. Not to saying that if he would have said certain things or certain things would have got back, that that would have prevented us from accomplishing any goals. No, it's the fact it was just the attempt alone that pisses me off. The audacity of it. That's pretty much what it is, what it was. So I went from, damn, could a fix a situation like this? To I don't care if he tried to fix it or not. I could look right at him and see through him. Done with that. We're done. And I hope he's doing well in life. Great. Nigga. I'll be doing phenomenal in life. I heard his sister just got a raise. That's dope. That's dope. We've been watching. We the. The chat. Ben kept eyes on her. Congratulations to his sis. But as far as him, nah, nah, we good. But I wish the best. And when you hear people say this about they nemesis or enemies or. Or rivals, you could tell this a little. No, truly, I don't even look at you. There's no hate, there's no love. There's just whatever the gray area is. I just see you and I hope you as a human is doing fine. That's where I am with that person. Hell, it don't just stop there. I've done that with family members once I lost my mom. I look towards certain women not to replace. You'd never be able to do that. My mom was perfect for me, for me. Was she perfect in general? Maybe not to society's standards or whatever I really needed in life, but she was perfect for me. Taken away way too early crush. I'm still a baby. You're looking at a 43 year old baby sometimes when I think about my mom. But there was also ladies that were around supporting services, that was around with nurturing love, you know, my aunts, you know, or some of my best friends and their mother, they love me like they were my mother. And I still get some type of. I still get that type of love from them. It's a little less than it used to be because I'm older now, I'm taking care of a family. But I call them every so often. I definitely send them Happy Mother's Day message, birthday message. I call in randomly from time to time, you know what I'm saying? We'll see each other at an event or something like that from time to time. And it's still the same love. But even one of my, you know, top aunties of all time, I had to back off. I had to give her the cold shoulder. I had to go silent. I had to go cold turkey. Why? Because the way she acted, the way she talked, the way she moved, affected my growth in life. Stressing me out. Acting, not. She wasn't. That wasn't my auntie. Yeah, by blood we related, but the auntie that I used to know is not the same one. And now when you old enough to realize, hey, your auntie come with some flaws, some character flaws, and they starting to show real now. And I used to make, not necessarily make excuses for it, but it's like, you gotta understand, like something happened. A lot of shit that I've been realizing nowadays is that a lot of y', all, including niggas, that's. Listen to this episode. Y' all have some childhood drama trauma shit go on, who knows what it is? And some traumas are, are heightened more than others, you know what I mean? Like some shit that you went through, I probably can go through and don't look at it as trauma or vice versa. Well, regardless of the fact niggas went through something and never recovered from it, I used to hear certain stories. Hell, the stories would come from the actual horse. My auntie told me, hey, yeah, I used to do drugs and this da da da da da da. Got hooked on certain things, changed her character and was affecting my family, my immediate family, a family that I'm trying to build and grow on every year and build. And so once it started seeping into my family, I had to cut that shit short. Did I get emotional a couple of times? Yes. Because I'm at the age of 43, what I will still call my elders because I got respect for them. The fact that I got a call at 12 cow, the fact that I got a call of, be Honest, I met 12 cow twice. A couple of times. I've never. I haven't met. Be honest, in person. I've talked to him on the phone a plethora of times. But the fact that I got to call these brothers who are roughly 10 years older than me, for some type of advice or things that steer me to the right direction to ask them certain questions or. It's just like I told my homeboy, sometimes just hearing y' all confident or hearing y' all stories or hearing y' all hearing y' all goals, hearing y' all accomplishments helps me get to another day. Helps me realize, oh, you need to step it up. I'm getting that from at one point, two total strangers, But I'm looking for that type of support, that type of love from the people that's in my family. Ain't got that character flaws. I built a lot of great relationships with friends, podcasters from across the country, Midwest, east coast, dirty South. Phenomenal. People don't know, and I know that everybody comes with a little bit of childhood trauma. Don't know what it is, but it was it. I don't know. I don't think I've spoken to anybody who's had a perfect life. Nah. Even if you did have a great childhood, a flawless childhood, you have some relationships that you upset. You have some work relationships that probably fucked you up or something, or maybe you just got a mental disability that you don't really. That you never got diagnosed for, and you fighting through it and you sharing it with us. Okay, whatever the case may be, nigga, I'm here and I'm friends with them because they never switched up. They never changed. Some niggas, you know, they got through the cracks. I told you about one earlier. You know what I'm saying? Again, but shout out to him. It'll never be the same. Everything is cut off. Once that water is cut off, we never turn that shit back on. We've never turned the water back on for somebody. Maybe when it came to an ex. That's different. That's separate than friendships. We done had plenty of exes and went back, back and forth, baby mamas included. But when it comes to those relationship with friends, soldiers, once that water is cut off, that water not getting cut back on at all. And I built some dope again. I brought up the 12 cows, I brought up the be honestes and stuff like that. Odory cats that I had to talk to, you know what I'm saying? The king germs of the world. He brings a level of humor and OG ness that, that, that fits, you know what I'm saying? Respect. Never met him in person. Cool cat, though. And as you go along learning these cats and stuff like that, now you get to choose like, man, do I want this cat? Do I want to know this cat? On a personal level, sometimes you can't help but to. When you've been around the cat for so long and you. And then in some cases, you really don't know what's going to be going on with they show face, you know, you don't. You don't know what's behind that mask. But I can tell you the niggas that I just said, they didn't kept it consistent. I've seen the growth, the maturity, even at his age, who I already thought was more mature than the average. And be honest, the way he talks now, the way he moves is just. That shit is inspiring. I don't know if he knows that, but it is we. I pay attention to it. I might be the only one paying attention to it. I think that shit matters because I'm a change. I'm still changing. I'm trying to be a better husband, being a better father, shit being a better black man, period, you know? And sometimes it goes based off of me just listening to him talk, seeing how he operates, seeing how he would handle things, listening to 12 cow episodes, you know what I'm saying? That's what I base it off of. That's what I'm looking at. That's what I'm listening to. But I also pay attention to my peers as well, seeing how them niggas is moving, male or female, you know what I'm saying? When I look at Shan, I'm like, damn, this is a woman that has handling her business. Look at Britt, she's handling her business. And I know Brit personally, so I know the trials and tribulations she goes through because she shares it. But to see her out there still doing her thing, she's still Doing it. That's inspiring. You understand what I'm saying? And there's other people out there as well, where I look at them like that. This is dope. I get inspired by a lot of y'. All. Y' all just don't know. It could be small. It could be a big inspiration. It could be. Sometimes it could be for an episode, sometimes it could be for an idea for. It could be for anything. But I pay attention. I pay attention. Do I care about a lot of y' all niggas? Not like that, but some of y' all niggas is entertainment. Some of y' all have some pure entertainment. Y' all are, you know, And I know how to separate the entertainment from, you know, the other shit from the, you know, reality shit. But no, I pay attention a little bit. I do some stuff goes over my head or some stuff I ignore. I'm not going to even lie to you. Sometimes I get in the zone where I'm like, I don't be paying attention to a lot of niggas. Sometimes even the core people that I listen to or. Or I follow, I don't pay attention to, like that. It just happens, you know, I got a family to raise and take and protect and. And all that stuff. So, you know, a lot of my personal stuff come before that. But then outside of that, it's like I pay attention a little bit. Yeah, you got to. Absolutely. And I'm cool. I came into the podcast game and my number one thing was I don't need y' all niggas to be my friends. I got the. I got my homies already. I meant that. That's no sign. That's not me trying to be disrespectful. That's not me trying to be a go hard or. Or a tough guy or nothing. But that's the truth when you really break it down. Understand what I'm saying? I have true friendships that I've been knowing since the sandbox. These are some niggas that I haven't been to war with. Trials and tribulations. I've seen these niggas lose people. They done seen me lose people. They would. They've been to funerals for me. I've been to funerals for them. We even shared money, you know what I'm saying? The struggle. We didn't been through that. So that's where that love comes from. It's not a nigga after that could replace one of those niggas. You can't. That's an all time mount Rushmore of niggas that cannot be moved. But then there's another section of homies that could be. That could be not necessarily in that same lane, but right next to it. I fuck with Drake. That's my guy, Mr. D713. We got a lot in common, you know, we both lost our moms, so we know what it is tonight. Not have that nurturing safety net, you know. And I lost my granny this year. Still ain't dropped that episode. So now my origin tree, my whole origin tree is gone. So. I understand. But I fuck with Drake. I fuck with Drake. I like his goal, I like his passion, you know what I'm saying? I see the work that he's doing. He can gather a whole to me, Drake could do more. Drake can gather a crowd of people and steer them in the right direction. He got the ability to do that. That's his superpower. With Drake, I do. There's a lot of podcasters out there that I. That I fuck with. Like that. Dolomite is a cool nigga. He in my backyard. I don't see him as much as you would think. We just be on our own. Different type of times, same background. Well, similar backgrounds. I should say similar backgrounds, but, you know, same backyards. Cool nigga. Kept his character, kept consistent. No funny business. Gotta appreciate that. I will call him randomly for nothing, you know, I think one. One time I called him, asking, nigga, do you know anybody that's selling lowrider bikes? You know? Cause I'm trying to get one. So it's like. But his character never changed and never heard nobody in the streets nor the podcast. Streets Change Challenge or disrespect his character. No smut on his name. Gotta respect it, Gotta respect it. So it's some cats out here that I respect, man, but it's also cats that I lose some respect. Cats that I've rock with, I recorded with, I didn't picked up from the airport, you know what I'm saying? I done fed, man, some niggas shout out to my lj, man. A nigga that's being consistent. I done met LJ a couple of times. Couple a few times, you know what I'm saying? I done met one of his friends who had passed away some years ago. And I know he's a close friend, one of LJ close friends. But when I met him, the N knew everything about the nigga knew everything about la. He knew all the shit that the nigga was. Whatever is after Super Tourist, that was him. That's who you need to go to to find out all the hood shit, though? It wouldn't. It wasn't that he knew the whole LA lifestyle, including the nightstyle, the. The nighttime lifestyle. No, the nigga knew some important hood shit. Like, if I took him to this area, he like, oh, yeah, this is where this gang is at right here, right? This gang. Yeah. All over YouTube, I'm like, Damn, niggas is really learning. He researching, you know what I'm saying? And he passed away, man. I know LJ was sick, and that's my nigga, you know what I'm saying? L.J. been through a lot. Still holding down character. Still the same good nigga, you know what I'm saying? Those type of niggas never switched up. We don't know each other personally like that. Even though LJ didn't came to LA a few times and I didn't put up on him, he done came to the crib, you know what I'm saying? Good nigga. He didn't wait. He didn't have his trial. He done had his personal trial and tribulations, going back home, still a good nigga. We sit up there and talk about health, family, relationships, sports. Same nigga, man. And he want to get better physically, mentally, want to get better. I could fuck with that. I could with that. I'm like. I said, I met some cool in this podcast game, and then I met some who I thought was cool. And I pride myself over breaking down characters. I can look at somebody and watch them talk for about, I don't know, 15, 20 seconds. Sometimes they might be too good for me to break it down right then and there, but some will show you. Show you who the they are right there in that 30 seconds. And that'll make. I got. In that 30 seconds, I can determine if I want to engage into a conversation, be cool with a nigga like that, or I just want to leave it alone. I don't even want this nigga to have an opportunity to extend his time in my life. It don't take that long. But I will say this. You heard Shannon at the beginning of the episode, and the reason why I wanted her to be a part of this episode is because Shan will have episodes, plethora, multiple episodes, critiquing the male's character. A male character. Not all males, not all men. Certain ones. Some personal, some in general. And I would be like, and I will fight for the men. Like, nah, y' all gotta stop doing that. Y' all gotta stop doing all this in the Same boat. And she never was. But it all. But it always sound like that on the. On online ain't shit coalition. It's been like that. But even though we are intelligent, we're intelligent enough to know you're not talking about all men. But it's just. It seems like I have a problem with not explaining that it's not all men, just certain men. But it's easier to say women. Like if I just say women. Women is the right woman is going to listen to this and she's still going to get mad. But some women will be like, well, that ain't talking about me. I'm great. I'm great. And so I had to realize she's not talking about all. She's just talking about some. And. But I still had to apologize to her. Not caught. And I apologized to her and I said I am apologizing because I get it. Shandon shared some shit with us, the group chat and myself within the past couple of weeks, past couple of months. Shit within this past year or so. And then I just started putting dots and shit together and I just started looking, I just started breaking down everybody's character and see who switched up. When my character get called out. Oh, nigga. Round one, Mortal Kombat Face Off. I'm not ducking no fades. Because when, as soon as the nigga start breaking down my character and is wrong, now I gotta look at you funny. Because now I gotta look at your character and now I gotta line you up with everybody else that I know. And if it's one out of the rest of the people and you challenging my character, now I gotta look at nigga. Is this coming from a flawed character himself? Are you trying to gaslight me? You gotta understand, this is how I operate. When I see something funny in a light, I back up a little bit and I let it play out. In the midst of me letting that play out, I. I might end up forgetting about it. That's just how I move. I'm not about to sit up here and harp on something that might not. It might not even be anything. There's people I can call. Shout out to Audrey, shout out to Autumn. Huh? Lovely ladies. Lovely ladies. Shout out to Chris. Huh? Shout out to Tamra J. Bizzle. Like, these are women that either I don't talk to as much or I might talk to on a daily or every other day, But it don't matter when we talk. It's still the same type of love. No character change, flawless victory. But I seen recently, it's Some weird niggas out here, bro. Weird ones. We got to do better at our character building, though. We used. He used to be a nigga. In our group chat, in our podcast group chat that I held at. I used to vouch for the nigga. I thought his creativity was. Was dope. I thought his charisma was dope. Until it wasn't. Until it wasn't. Until personal feelings got involved, until personal views got involved, till animosity got involved. It was ugly. Had to back up. Just back up. I don't want to talk to niggas no more. I don't want you niggas flying to la. Hey, I'm out here. I don't care. Go do your thing. Whatever business you got in the City of Angels, go take care of it and take care of it as if you never met me. At this age, like, niggas is almost close to half of a century. Like, we almost. We going towards the 50 mark. I'm 43. I got a solid seven before I get there. Well, less than seven, six and some change before I get there. If y' all are still on that same type of time and. And I'm at. I'm at the 50 spot. What is wrong with y'? All? I'm not saying that there. I'm not saying that there should be, like, a time limit on when y' all need to address y'. All. Y' all trauma. But in general, nigga get better. Because I take it. I take it personal when you niggas don't work on yourselves and it's affecting the people around y' all that I'm kicking it with or that I know niggas not going for no more excuses. We all going through shit. We can help. We probably can help each other, but don't be sitting there in your own shit and then fucking up somebody else's shit because your shit going on. Don't involve anybody else in your shit either. Take care of your shit. And if you know you need to help move your ego to the side, you're the male ego that shit trash. But you niggas that don't know how to control your male ego, y' all niggas is weird. Like, the anger issues is one thing, but you narcissistic, you Kanye west thinking like, those are the weird ones. I never really noticed it because I don't think. I don't think I cared that much to view it that way. But then when I realized it was niggas that wasn't Kanye, and that didn't have Kanye bank account, but would go out in the world and act like Kanye. So the small accolades that y' all did get, you all praised it, you know what I'm saying? And compared yourself to other people who wasn't receiving the same type of accolades that you was. And I realized, oh, that's all that you care about. It's the outside image, when inside you really fucked up and you ugly because you got secrets and everybody do. The crazy part is you ain't working on yourself. You ain't. Nah, you not working. And that's what bothers me. That's what bothers me, because you're gonna do some. And if it affects my circle, then we got an issue. 12 Cal. I didn't met some dope podcasters, bro. Some of these niggas is weird, and some of these could be weird and we could be cool. I can keep you at a distance, you know what I'm saying? But when that weirdness cross over to affecting the people that I know, then that's an issue. And we too old to be talking about tussling. We too old to be talking about, like, we too old for a lot of childish shit. I should say that. You know, I can honestly say we too old for, like, just childish stuff. So God bless you weird niggas out there. I don't want to talk to you niggas no more. And. And if that disease that y' all possess have y' all talking about me, I don't care. Y' all could do that. I'm not gonna. I'm not one of those niggas that say, keep my name out your mouth. No, continue to talk about me. Hopefully talking about me creates positive energy. That's all I do on ig. I post positive stuff. If it ain't, I mean, besides it being positive is. Is comedy. Comedy dope stuff that I like are positive stuff. I don't. I'm not gonna post any negative things on my stories, my timeline. I won't do that. You won't see me post anything negative. Nothing negative. You're not going to see any type of gender war type of thing unless there's some jokes attached to it or something like that. I'm all. I'm all about motivation and jokes getting better. I'm at that age. I'm at that age. But I see a lot of you niggas ain't caught up to y' all age. I see a lot of y' all niggas in y' all 40s still acting like y' all 23 or 19. It's ugly out there for y'. All. It's ugly. Go home, be a good boyfriend or be a good husband. Go take care of your family. Get out of these streets. Stop lying. Go do better for yourselves. Stop affecting other people lives because, nigga, you got some trauma going on. Step it up, man. Stop being a little bitch and don't call me. Hey, one of the worst things you could do is know things is not good and then call acting like it is good and let's forget about it. No, you need to go treat whatever you got going on before you talk to me. I might not even want to talk. And I'm not even mad at you. I'm just. I'm mad that you thought you can call me and continue life. Nah, don't call me. There's nothing to talk about. I might not even be the first person you should call. And I'm not saying second chances is not a thing. What I'm saying is, you know you. You know you not that type of nigga. You know you not a stand up nigga. We just want you to say it and that fix it, and then let's move on. It's not enough room. It's not enough room on, on this boat full of friendships, it's not enough room already. Some niggas gotta go. I understand. When you start changing yourself and start changing your ways, that might push some niggas out. It might happen like that. You might have to push out the way some ain't gonna be. Some, some, some. Some of them that said they were supporting you, that's in the stands, you might have to kick them out of the arena. You might have to. You might have to James Dolan them and kick them out forever. Some of them not built to be around like you. And at the. If you in your 40s, yo, if you in your late 30s, early for early mid, late 40s, early 50s at that, that time, that time period, like, that 30, that 36 to like 52 era right there. It's like 36 is like you. You understanding that you need to know better once you get to your mid-40s, that's a different type of armor. In your 50s, nigga, you shouldn't be beefing with nobody. You shouldn't be beefing with nobody. You should be rebuilding broken niggas. That's what it is. Y' all some broken niggas. And when I once had love for you type of niggas, though, man, I did you niggas is broken. Don't have the solution. Some of y' all niggas do have the solution, but just don't have the. Y' all don't have the fight in y' all to be better. Y' all don't have the energy. Y' all don't have the mentality to want to change it. Cause, hey, like, once the lights cut off, once the door closes, like, you niggas is still a weirdo. What KDI say, would you think the money, the fame would make it go away? No. You still a doof. Sometimes it's just a nigga like me. Didn't catch it this time for you to. If a gotta modify stories, if a nigga gotta come up with something, if a nigga gotta come up with some weird reasons why his actions were the way they were. To what, though? Like, what was the ending goal? Nothing is worse than a nigga portraying to be something to the public, but then doing a total opposite behind closed doors. Oh, that's nasty. That's nasty. Ain't nobody gonna confront Baylor. They know better to. It's not a nigga that can confront me with facts. You can confront me with your opinions and your feelings. I'll shoot you right down, brother. Won't happen. Won't happen. I've been cool with. Been cool with niggas. I just seen recently, like, the past, like, couple of months or so. I seen the podcast. What's his name? Akeem. Mr. What does he call? Mr. 1950 or something like that. We have some type of little disagreement back in the day. I think it was over some Colin Kaepernick and Jay Z. Some. Some like that, right? We supposed to have a debate with. On Delvin platform. It never happened, right? Got into a little online back and forth, things and stuff like that. He come from that super masculinity type, whatever. Not knocking him or whatever. Just not my drift. It's just like. It's like a certain. Certain genre of rap that I don't really listen to. Like, sometimes it's dope, but then it's like, nah, it's. It's. It's. It's not for me. It's not for me. But he recently followed me, like, on TikTok, and I think my new IG, like, y' all know my old IG got hacked. So if y' all listen to this and didn't know, like, why I'm not responding to y' all in the dm, that's because that IG got taken over by somebody or whatever, and they selling car parts and fucking washing machines. But he followed me on my. On my platforms. He came and found me. Do I know why? No, I don't know. I thought the nigga didn't like my. The way I carry myself, my philosophy. But at the same time, I ain't mad at it. I ain't about to block the nigga. You about to see this greatness. You about to see positivity. You about to see comedy. You know what I'm saying? If I see something that he posts that's dope, I'll repost it if it's repostable. But I can guarantee you, like, the bulk of his, he's still on the same type of time. Last time I heard him, I think he was just on Delvin's latest episodes, you know what I'm saying? But I ain't got no beef with that. That. I don't know that personally. Not like that. Nah, nah, nah. But I can give him this. His character was shown early out the gate. Not that early, though. Early on, I was like, man, this nigga from the West Coast. Let's do this whole little Western Conference lineup shit. Like, I'm glad I meet more west coast podcasters. Then he showed his philosophy and what he believe in. I was like, oh, no, that don't really mix what I got going on over here. Let's just separate. You know, words was exchanged, but, you know, that's ego. I'm an la, so I'm. I'm ready, but with maturity, comes with. Now, let me just distance myself. You know what that believe in, I don't have to believe in, but I also don't have to disagree with, disagree with it out loud, you know what I'm saying? He probably still got some dope content shout out to him. We follow each other. We're just gonna leave it at that, you know? But it was other niggas that I was the total opposite of him and was like, all right, this is cool. I like their philosophy. I like how they carry themselves. But then when I went back and thought about it at 43, and I just pictured. I just thought about certain things in certain scenarios, listening to certain episodes, seeing how they carry themselves and stuff like that. Like, there's certain things that I would question, and I never did question them. Now it makes sense. And it wasn't because they showed they true colors this late. It's just the fact that we never paid attention to it, you know what I'm saying? Kind of like when I told y' all About Paco. I've been paying attention to Paco since I met him or knew of him. I think I was listening to podcasts. I mean, Paco podcast before we even met, you know, and shout out to her because she. I met a lot of podcasters through her. And you know who you are, Ms. New York. Yeah, she introduced me to a lot of podcasters from over there in that area. So shout out to her. You know, still a great friend. We don't talk as much, see each other in those DMs. She still follows the family. Huge supporter of the Taylor's family. Shout out to her. But I met a lot of these podcasts that I'm talking about through her, though. Some of these niggas come with some flaws, Big Dog. I'm disappointed, honestly. I'm a person that's built off of. Let's talk about this. If I felt disrespected in any type of way, let's talk about it. It's gonna bother me. Shout out to Brit. I mean, I've been friends with Brif over a dub 20 years, and out of those 20 years, there may have been a couple of things where I disagree with whether she said something or a certain type of action and it made me feel some type of way I said something about it. But a true friend or true friends can talk about it, get over it, move past it, let's go. I'll never forget, but it wasn't one of those things where I couldn't forget because it hurt me or I. Or it may be that upset. It's just one of those things where I just remember shit like that. That's where true friendships come from. I can't tell you how good our dope, our friendship is. If something, if a disagreement wasn't attached to it somehow, some way or somehow, it's either a disagreement or is an event or an experience that we went through that kept us bonded. But me and Brick can talk about this shit all day. We can. We just have a special type of friendship. Some of you niggas that probably wouldn't understand, some of you niggas have flawed characters that don't, that can't understand it, that don't. Because y' all don't know how to protect women in that way. It's not y' all fault. Maybe y' all got some childhood trauma that's on that's not unpacked, or maybe you did unpacked it, but you ain't started working on it. I don't know. Something All I know is y' all niggas are weirdos, okay? And we don't care be. We don't care to be around you niggas like that no more if we too old for it. But I wish you love, I wish you growth and whatever y'. [00:49:47] Speaker B: All. [00:49:47] Speaker A: Look, go home, be a family. Nigga, I'm talking to the men out there. Go home to your families. Go. Go raise them. Because right now is young niggas out here wilding. Young niggas out here acting stupid. Young niggas out here that think they know everything. These are. This, this. This the one generation that know everything and don't know nothing. They don't know, but they know everything. Go. Go. And then don't just stop at raising your kids. Start raising these in. In the community, because a lot of these is lost. A lot of you old is still lost. So some of you need to go get with y' all positive peers and go learn from them, because some of y' all is. Point blank. Y' all niggas is weird. Go home, Roger. Go home. Go take care of your family, nigga. Your kids need you. Your wife needs you. Yo, what you take? I take that back. Your wife probably don't need you, but your wife needs a husband, a supporting husband, a protective husband, a truthful husband. Go be that. And if you still at the boyfriend stage, they could go be that. So you can go be that husband. Weird ass. What I'm talking about, man, Y'. All is. Where y', all, man? Man, GTA coming out soon. 2K. A. 2K needs to step it up, bro. They ain't said nothing yet. Shout out to boy. My boy E. My boy Eric. E Dub, that's a great father right there. Great guy. Hey, though, that nigga, I met that nigga. When did I meet that? When did I meet Eric? I met that nigga a long time ago, man. Years ago. It had to been over 10 something years ago or whatever. He went to school with Marcy or whatever and I think college for no. Did they go to college for a little bit. I know his brother went to the same college as Marcy or whatever. And that family loves her. And I love. And that family now loves me too. You know what I'm saying? And E, that nigga, his. His character never changed, ever. Never changed. That nigga always. You want to talk about Top, you want to talk about Mount Rushmore, Happy niggas in this world. He up there. He up there. My homegirl Wendy, him. I don't know who the Other two is just yet. Maybe. Maybe like we gotta put both of the Ambers in there. Like niggas that's just always happy in a good mood. Henry up there. Shout out to Henry. That's nigga. Ain't he? He wanted like one of the latest chapter friends in our lives. That nigga. So he's just happy n everybody go through something. But he is just happy. You know what I'm saying? He is some dope people in this world, man. Shout out to Mary. One of my. One of my other New Yorkers. My New York connect is crazy, huh? Marquis. Marquis and Mary. Just Eminem's. I'm a good. Wow. I didn't even know that was a nickname for them. But I can just see the progression in life. The love and I don't know where Hayes at. Shout out to Hayes. I'm assuming he's doing. He's still doing well. Nigga Hayes ain't called me nothing. I'm gonna hit that group chat up in a minute. But I've talked into Mary consistently. She didn't. Flew out to LA a couple of times. Told me to pull up. Marquis just called me FaceTime talking about my white Lakers again. Our white Lakers. Because he's a Laker fan too. Great. His. He just got. He the just got a Nas illmatic plaque from his kids. I almost cried. I was on FaceTime when he got it. He showed me. I seen it. That's a good though. Character never changed. Character not in. Not suspect. Add some real behind me and then I had some that played. Tried to cosplay real and. And come to find out they not like that. I got so many goddamn alarms. Come to find out they not built like that. Is not built like that. It was some around me. Y' all is trash, man. Y' all is trash. Get it together. I'm just letting y' all know we gotta do better. The love is still there. The love is still there, but from a distance. So to my aunties, to the podcasters I used to fuck with, co workers that I used to fuck with, people in general that I used to fuck with that I no longer fuck with anymore. Hey, do good. Do better, all right? No, we can't. Whatever we left off, that's dead. That. Matter of fact, there's no more chapters. That was the last chapter. Book is closed. Go sell that. Go eat off of it. Go do better in life. We good. Like our chapter is done. It ain't no moving forward with that. Maybe in another lifetime you'll meet a different version of Baylor you could pick up from there and build off of that. But this version of Baylor, you don't even know that nigga no more. He's gone. When you see me in public, you don't. And that's just how it is. Hey, hey. Just talk some for a second. Cobra, Cobra. These things got sh. Hey. Lamping in the Hamptons looking for estates, not a mansion. Scanning for the acreage in the pamphlet. I think this the big one. Sanford son got his fourth number one in the roll. I'm a champion. Don't tap the glassy, Rather tap the pedal on the chassis. [00:55:56] Speaker B: Call it. [00:55:56] Speaker A: Jasper is blowing Gassy boys ain't got no rhythm. Up tempo. Got him, Aggie. She's sponging on my plankton. It got him moving. Crabby took the plane to Martha. Damn. How much it cost? You.